| i only ever wanted life to be like it was in the movies...one magical kiss and everything ends with Happily Ever After... but somehow I realize now thats not the way it is. unfortunately. but its still good, its still beautiful...it just has a few more bumps and bruises than I thought... |
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| new site; www.xanga.com/babYg1rL317 ill prolly quit using this site so yehp...mwahs!!<33
nikki
Jared && i arent together anymore..i prolly wont be gettin on xanga anymore. too many other things to do so yeah...
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| I know not what the day shall bring, but I look forward to it with all sincerity. Knowing it will be spent with my true love brings nothing but smiles to my face. The dawn brings my dreams to the surface; dreams of you. At the close of this day will I be closer to somehow letting you know that you're all I want or need? Will you finally believe that you don't have to compete with a non-exsistent memory? You don't have to try to be better; you have always been the best for me. When your eyes meet mine; I pray you'll see into my heart and truly know that it is yours and no ones else. I thank God He allowed me to experience what true love really is. I just now hope you will accept it completely without any hesitation; without question.
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yesterday was osm wit him<3...i cant explain it.
now a whole week and 4 days til i can see him again
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| Camp was pretti amazing. We had fun times..serious times. God blessed us so much!! It was osm hanging out with everyone and seeing alot of old friends. I've really struggled spiritually the past few months, seems like i just couldn't figure out where the heck I was in my life, ya know? I know I didnt stand up and share much at camp, but it wasnt because Im some total heathen(well maybe i am somewhat but not totally) but just because throughout my life all I seem to do is talk I felt like listening this week. Dont know what I was listening for, but yeah. It's been so long since me and God have had a decent conversation, i miss that so much. So before the service Fri I fasted...i went outside to a quiet place and just prayed, read some scriptures and listened. I didnt really hear anything other than the stillness. But at least I'm trying now. Thats some major progress...
I missed Jared alot throughout the week!! I finally saw him yesterday for a few hours. We had a water gun fight(his didnt work tho so basically i got him all wet)lol...it was fun and amazing being wit him again!!
love,
babygirl<3
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